Ultrasound

So, our 20-week ultrasound is this afternoon. Nervous as all get out.

Every previous big test felt like it was a hurdle we had to get through so that everything would feel "normal". And what happens every time is we are happy for a day or two, and then we fall right back to grim hope again. As a result, I'm not really hoping today will make me feel better about things; I'm mostly praying it doesn't make me feel worse.